Monday, June 14, 2010

Not Quite Myself

I've recently realized that for the past month, I've been feeling general feelings of unhappiness. Not quite slit-your-wrist depressed but not my normal chipper self either.

In a effort to pull myself out of this mildly depressive state, I've decided to do a few things that I enjoy, things that make me feel good about myself and about life in general. One thing that I enjoy but haven't done much of lately is cooking.

Last week, I had the salad bar at Jason's Deli and fell in love with their mini gingerbread muffins. Tonight I decided to recreate those muffins using whole wheat flour. They were yummy!

I'm particularly proud of myself because the recipe was almost my own creation. I say "almost" because I did use an existing recipe but I made significant enough changes to it that it was practically unrecognizable.

Doing something I love to do felt good and helped to lift the malaise if only for a short time. This coping technique is not something on which I'd want to permanently stake my emotional well-being, but it just may keep me from going over the edge.

3 comments:

Dre said...

Good for you! Here's hoping you recapture your zeal soon.

Coffeypot said...

I know you love to cook, but I thought you also had a love for writing. I've missed that from you.

GrizzBabe said...

Coffeypot, this blog post was an attempt to reconnect with the writing that I so enjoy.